I’m often reminded of the past that I’d sometimes much rather forget. But as I’m reminded I do wonder where I would be if I didn’t make the choices I did. Don’t get me wrong I’m so glad I did make those choices but I do wonder if I’d still be stuck in the same rut going around and around in circles or if I would’ve broken free in another way, at another time.
All I can say is I’m so happy I did break free when I did, I have second guessed my choices before but when I really think about the place I was in, I was miserable. And I am so happy now, yeah I have my moments but the life that I’ve chosen or that chose me is amazing.
I have a man that loves me unconditionally, even if we fight within 20 minutes everything is ok again (no matter how hard I try to stay mad) he works hard to try give me and us the life we want. And together we have the most beautiful daughter, I really couldn’t ask for anything more.
"Never allow loneliness to drive you into the arms of someone you know you don’t belong with."